Today we have spent many hours at the beach. It was not sunny as other days but the sea was wonderful. Not too big waves as last time we were here but at the same time enough to lay and just relax and float on them. And when I write float I mean both Tony and I! I’m so incredibly proud of that man!! Not going to write about details but he is at least not sinking anymore. Or.. when he use this blue things someone really smart came up with. Even I use one of them around my neck to lay like in a chair just floating around. I never in my whole life had this much fun in water as I have with Tony. I am totally in love and real happiness is moving around in my body every time I look at him, think of him, or knowing he is only mine. I’m still not used to it, that we are together for real. Every morning I wake up by his side I get as surprised as the first morning with him. This is crazy. We are crazy but so beautiful.
And if we were beautiful before, what are we now?! After beach we passed a tattoo place. Not just passed like that but we looked for a good place and found this and tony called him this morning and he told us to pass by between 6 and 7 or tomorrow morning. We were there at 6:35 so we thought of going there just to check where it is and maybe talk to him a bit. We talked. We said what we wanted, he came with ideas and.. we went home with one small tattoo each. I started and I’m so unbelievable happy about this heart. It’s a symbol of our love. Everything we shared for 8 years, passed and now being together for real, deeper than in love, engaged. Tony and I are so special and it would take a year to write about everything we shared so I chose to keep it between us for now but I’m going to share one thing about us that can’t just be like that. I have always had this birth mark on my left front hip and a piece of extra skin on the left side of my neck. Tony has a birth mark on his right side on his front hip. And he has a piece of extra skin on the right side of his neck. Isn’t it weird? When we engage in Sweden we put the ring on our left hand. In Lebanon they put it in their right and move it to the left when getting married. It doesn’t sound as good for Tony as it sound for me to say it but he is my right side. I’m his.. left. So when we made this tattoos we made them on our special side. Me on my left and Tony on his right. Now when we hold hands people can see mine from our front and if they see it from behind they see Tony’s. There is always a heart showing between us. Always!
~WITH LOVE * Alva~