Today, after almost 3 months, I’m going home. 3 months are really long time. I have never been away from my mom that long, not even when I moved to another city far away from her. 3 months are ¼ part of a year. And if this is long, what is almost 6 months?? This month at the 22nd Tony and I celebrate 6 month as engaged. It’s crazy how time is passing fast! In 6 months I have only been away from Tony for 3 weeks and now I’m going home for one and half month. I’m longing for Eros and Lucifer so much and I can’t believe I’m going to sleep next to them tonight. Or I hope so anyway! I miss my mom and siblings, special Maja. There is something special with a younger sister and she has been sick a lot during the time I have been away so I’m longing to go home and be with her again. Adam is Adam and he is perfect the way he is but I’m longing more for my sister. How evil is that?! But I guess he doesn’t miss me and doesn’t care if I did anyway. I have a lot of plans and needs to do when I’m home to live my “normal” life again and make time pass faster so I can be in my loves arms again. I need to call the Migration board and ask for the interview. I need to go to the bank and ask about a bankcard Tony and I (read only Tony) can transfer money between. I need to search for works and call and ask about apartments. And I need to talk to my doctor. That’s what I need to do. Now what I want to. I want to go to IKEA, I want to go to second hand stores with my mom. Not only one,, storeS! I want to go to my grandparents and spend time with them. And I want to cuddle A LOT with my babies! I want to eat shrimps, kräftor, vegetables and dip, potatoes and drown it in any kind of sauce, sill and potato, a grilled steak with bought potato-salad. And now to the best… I want to lose weight. Haha! Not super much because Tony likes me like this but a bit. And I want to take walks and take good care of myself. And I want to paint. This time I have something to work for and I will do it Tony is having his interview next month and hopefully he will soon be able to come to me and in that case I need a home and to get a home I need a work. So that’s what I’m going to work for because I can’t wait to start our life at real ❤ ❤ ❤
I am sitting at the airport in Istanbul. The plane from Beirut was one and half hour late but it doesn’t matter because I will sit here for lot of hours anyway. I have bought breakfast and now I’m sitting here in a corner, eating breakfast and watching Mumin while the sun is rising right outside the window.
~WITH LOVE * Alva~