Oh. I just had like the best talk to you. I’m so insanely in love with you Tony. Today I have this feeling of exploding because of my love for you. I need to release it. We need to be together!! If you don’t get that visa soon I will get crazy. Or I already am but I will get crazier. As I told you earlier today I am so happy of us. I’m sad that we are apart but at the same time I am really happy that we have this feeling for each other. It’s so beautiful. We are so beautiful together. I can’t imagine my life without you and I know that I don’t have to think of it because it’s you and I forever! ❤
Now I should sleep. I have a long day tomorrow but I am longing SO much. I just with that my love could be with me. That it’s you and I at real. I miss being with you. I miss your presence Tony. I miss our hugs, our kisses. I miss going to supermarket with you. I miss feeling safe in your arms. Holding your hand. I miss joking with you. Teasing each other to the limit of sulkiness. I miss waking up by your side. Waking up in the night and see you right there next to me. I miss spending every single second of the day with you. But most of all I miss falling asleep in your arms, on your chest, feeling your heartbeat and your breath. I just wish that this was the last night without you. I miss you so so so much my love! ❤
~WITH LOVE * Alva~